AGAINST MY SOUL

Husband #1had physically began hitting me in apple valley.then always apologizing after each time. Which at first I accepted but I quickly built up anger and didn’t give a shit what he said. I wish I could remember the reasons this happened but I can’t. The VV apartment his beatings to me became worse. His mental fuck arguing became a part of it. I would state my displeasure of his staying out all night, me not being able to get a hold of him, his friends constantly freeloading and staying hours at our place….each time I brought these valid subjects up to him his verbal responses were turned and twisted to the point I questioned my sanity. When I would become so frustrated and angry over these moments he would too and began physically abusing me.