My relationships with my family had become strained. I felt humiliation, failure and avoided them.
I never took care of my responsibilities. I was so scared when I was pregnant with my daughter. Husband #1’s beatings never stopped. In one incident he told me he was leaving to do his low-life job of selling drugs. I was about 6 months pregnant and said why can’t you just stay home? Get a normal job? Well, that set him off to where he kicked me directly in my belly hard enough I had to catch my balance, as he walked away from me I verbally told him how he is a low-life, cold hearted piece of shit! What if you hurt my baby! He showed no concern or emotion and left.