Husband #1 would leave me in the apartment alone for days on end. I had no car, I called his drug addicted friends to hear they allegedly hadn’t seen him. Then he would just come back like everything is normal. Yet showed no concern or support. I robbed myself of the beauty of pregnancy wondering where he was.
It took me several hours to locate my drug dealing Husband #1 to take me to the hospital. When he did I was in labor for 36 hours. He remained self absorbed and displayed his anger towards me. As if taking your pregnant wife to the hospital was a crime!