Life today keeps going within the family I grew up with. I hadn’t spoken to nor seen my younger sister in several years until last June. She had persisted to drink and provoke drama with family members as well as me. It pushed too far at one moment when she chatted about me. I am her older sister and she declared things to attempt to have my daughter feel hostility toward me etc… As to why I don’t understand. I ultimately went to see her because I believed we could allow things to go. The tension is not worth any negative outcomes. Her alcoholism had veered around a corner on her that resulted in her to no longer eat, being unable to recall things, and much more. I gaped at my 90-pound sister who materialized so withered and much older than she is. I began to cry uncontrollably. I still can’t grasp it. It breaks my heart.
AGAINST MY SOUL 