Im sitting at the edge of my bed around 8 a.m. I just returned home from my night shift position of twelve hours. My darn foot suddenly fell ill almost by itself, not quite. It’s called EDEMA. I am transposing to another “old lady” part of my life. Anyways…it’s swollen and is painful. One more destination for me in my life. Will I sink or will I swim?! This question has always been with me through my life. i wanted to attempt to relate how my most innocent memories and normal thoughts are able to throw me back into a trauma type of moment. Some word, location, etc… takes me back as if it was yesterday. So tomorrow I’ll finishe my sorted and REAL blog story.