Category: Domestic violence
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Confusion
Occasionally I can’t decide my memories. Which are substantial memories and flashbacks due to TRAUMA. An example is just now I recalled a Great Dane dog my family had when I was about 4 years old. I’m trying to remember his name, but I can not. I discern fear for our dog. Numerous times my…
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LET THE DYSFUNCTION BEGIN
LET THE DYSFUNCTION BEGIN LET THE DYSFUNCTION BEGIN — Read on domestic-violence-memior-blog.com/2022/10/14/let-the-dysfunction-begin/
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LET THE DYSFUNCTION BEGIN
My family and recollections of when I was a child is why I’m making notes. I think back extensively for memories. Some will flee thru my thoughts at random junctures. Usually, because a song came on while I was driving. When I’m irritated, angry, or hurt is when my guilt & trauma becomes overwhelming. It…
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VFL003408
On May 4, 1994 I filed again with the courts involving custody of my son & restraining order. Husband#2 succeeded in shoving me into his truck and drove off. The entire time I begged him toilet me return to the house because I was responsible for children. He drove to the next block. I attempted…
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PC 273.5(a)
On January 11, 1993 Husband#2 was finally sentenced in court. PC273.5(a) in California is the code for FELONY SPOUSAL ABUSE. Somehow Husband#2 weaseled his way out of a felony. His prior probation officer suggested to the judge the following: It is therefore respectfully recommended pronouncement of judgment be withheld for the offense of Spousal Abuse,…
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Husband#1
Husband#1 is not overlooked. I believe he could be assessed as the prep for Husband#2. Tragic to say although it’s truth. When I met this Mr. Wondernot I was 18. I see my justifications now for latching onto the first man who paid any attention to me. All the dysfunctional childhood incidents left me very…
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DO YOU REMEMBER ME
That’s probably what you would do since you can’t face how much of a MONSTER you are. Throwing this letter out is the coward thing to do. I would not expect anything else from you. It’s ok because this letter is for me.I am a grown 31 year old woman. I am a woman that…
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AM I JUST MISERABLE?
I never guessed about my ex-husbands’ remarks to me. Several times, each one declared while physically beating me, “I love fighting, and I’m just miserable.” My focus was always trying to get the beatings to stop. Today I challenge what my Triggers are in my marriage. Was I just exhausted and grumpy yesterday? I enjoyed…
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Life Still Happens
I realize my life is very crazy with health issues and my immediate family.It’s just as sudden for me as well as for my new job.The past few monthsMy mom had a TIA, found a spot on her brain after CT, she’s falling prior to this.My Dad just let me know a couple of days…
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Moments of Irrelevance
Even though my life today lacks nothing. I’m the one who lacks emotionally. Someone close to me may not react in a way I think they should. When I notice this an overwhelming dark existence smothers me. I end up feeling irrelevant. Trauma I deal with today that happened in my childhood or the chapters…
AGAINST MY SOUL 