Where do you see yourself in 10 years? I will be living with my wonderful husband in retirement. A home on the beach.
WHAT’S IT LIKE…
https://domestic-violence-memior-blog.comIm sitting at the edge of my bed around 8 a.m. I just returned home from my night shift position of twelve hours. My darn foot suddenly fell ill almost by itself, not quite. It’s called EDEMA. I am transposing to another “old lady” part of my life. Anyways…it’s swollen and is painful. One more…
NO SURPRISES HERE
do remember the moment #2 told me he didn’t think he could have children. He said he was unable. At the time, I was still ignorant of a lot of issues in life as well as we never used protection. So I thought I had no reason to believe he would lie about that. Of…
MY RUPTURED BOUNDARIES…MY EXPOSED SOUL
I nevertheless labor through all I surrendered within myself for so many years. I know I must stop and acknowledge my behavior toward my cherished … MY RUPTURED BOUNDARIES…MY EXPOSED SOUL
Husband#1 is not overlooked. I believe he could be assessed as the prep for Husband#2. Tragic to say although it’s truth. When I met this Mr. Wondernot I was 18. I see my justifications now for latching onto the first man who paid any attention to me. All the dysfunctional childhood incidents left me very…
AM I JUST MISERABLE?
I never guessed about my ex-husbands’ remarks to me. Several times, each one declared while physically beating me, “I love fighting, and I’m just miserable.” My focus was always trying to get the beatings to stop. Today I challenge what my Triggers are in my marriage. Was I just exhausted and grumpy yesterday? I enjoyed…
Moments of Irrelevance
Even though my life today lacks nothing. I’m the one who lacks emotionally. Someone close to me may not react in a way I think they should. When I notice this an overwhelming dark existence smothers me. I end up feeling irrelevant. Trauma I deal with today that happened in my childhood or the chapters…