Tag: Low Self Esteem

• AM I JUST MISERABLE?

  I never guessed about my ex-husbands’ remarks to me. Several times, each one declared while physically beating me, “I love fighting, and I’m just miserable.” My focus was always trying to get the beatings to stop. Today I challenge what my Triggers are in my marriage. Was I just exhausted and grumpy yesterday? I enjoyed […]

  Mel

  12022000America/Los_Angeles07bAmerica/Los_AngelesMon, 25 Jul 2022 06:38:58 -0700 26, 2021

  Domestic Abuse PTSD Narcissism Fear, Domestic violence, PTSD, Trauma

  dailyprompt, Domestic Abuse PTSD Narcissism Fear, Domestic violence, Domestic Violence Survival PTSD Narcissism insanity death, Low Self Esteem, Narcissism, PTSD, Survival, Trauma

• TRIGGERS (continued)

  When I realize something triggered my soul it comes in many forms. I have this fear of abandonment. I really trust very few people in my world and that is difficult. I can begin a scenario in my head about anything if I feel I’m being lied to, cheated on, etc… if my husband takes […]

  Mel

  22022000America/Los_Angeles07bAmerica/Los_AngelesTue, 05 Jul 2022 14:22:40 -0700 26, 2021

  Domestic Abuse PTSD Narcissism Fear

  Domestic violence, Low Self Esteem, Narcissism, PTSD, Survival, Trauma

• Moments of Irrelevance

  Even though my life today lacks nothing. I’m the one who lacks emotionally. Someone close to me may not react in a way I think they should. When I notice this an overwhelming dark existence smothers me. I end up feeling irrelevant. Trauma I deal with today that happened in my childhood or the chapters […]

  Mel

  62022000America/Los_Angeles06bAmerica/Los_AngelesSat, 04 Jun 2022 13:03:50 -0700 26, 2021

  Domestic Abuse PTSD Narcissism Fear, Domestic violence, Domestic Violence Narcissism, PTSD, Trauma, violence

  dailyprompt, Domestic Abuse PTSD Narcissism Fear, Domestic violence, Domestic Violence Survival PTSD Narcissism insanity death, Low Self Esteem, Narcissism, PTSD, Survival, Trauma